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Name: Janice
Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Female
Interests: Chatting, talk on da phone, write poemz, play volleyball, hang-out wid fwendz at da mall, watch moviez, sleeping & eating
Expertise: Making Love
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
1/23/2004
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| Tomorrow is my BIG DAY...i'm taking the VOCATIONAL LICENSING EXAM at ONTARIO. I hope all the hardwork will pay off soon. I'm just hoping i'll do fine and pass it. I know God will be there to guide me through the whole exam. Well, I'm just hoping for the best. | | |
| I'm so over with mike..its been 3 weeks going 4 weeks that i haven't seen him. It felt so good not to worry about anything...mike's out of my life...thingz are getting better with me now. JUn and I are finally together...we love each other so much. He's very affectionate, LOVING and very understanding...I hope our relationship would last long. I don't think i'll be able to find a guy like him...I hope he'll stay for good coz so far he's one of the best highlights in my life. Anyways, i have 1 more week to actually study for my board exam...i'll be taking it on the 11th of this month. I hope i'll pass though...i can't afford to fail. Hope i'll do fine. I know God will help me get through this. | | |
| Well, its about 1106pm...just got home from HULDA CROOKS PARK...i had fun...so much fun...hehehe!!! DAng...got so excited too...if you know what i mean...being with jun is just fun...you wouldn't even think about your problems or anything like that...GOSH...he's slowly taking my heart away....he's just totally different from my bf mike...i mean...he's very sincere, loving, caring, praises me for who i am...and for what i am...you can really tell that he LIKEs me a lot...How i wish i could just end my relationship with mike right now...so i can be set free...and be with someone that cares about me...I don't understand why until now i'm still wasting my time over mike...when i know we got nowhere to go...i mean my relationship with him is not gonna go further or beyond my expectations...he's not that type of a guy...i'm just getting tired of him...he went on a vacation to florida...its been 3 weeks but he never thought of calling me...at least...to call me that he misses me...and that he can't wait to see me...but i guess i'm forgotten...and i should forget all about him...and i should move on with my life...I'm just hoping that he will call me anytime soon...so i'll be able to tell him how i really feel about this relationship...i mean it's just a WASTE of my TIME...4 years down in the DRAIN.If i really have to make a choice..i don't wanna end up the 4 years but it's not working at all and it will never work...CHANGE goes both ways....not just my way nor his way...so we might as well go on separate ways...so that way..he'll be happy and i'll be HAPPY as can be...with or to whoever i'm gonna be with on my next relationship. I'm just hoping my next /guy that i'm gonna be with...would be a total opposite with mike...DANG...lotsa things in my mind...but i can't just let everything out right now...i'm about to go to sleep..maybe i'll do more blogging next time...aiite pipol...night night... | | |
| I took the NCLEX-pN last...Wednesday of April 5th. It was harrrddd...i know i flank it. I mean i'm expecting that but hopefully i'd pass though coz i have lotsa bills to pay...Anywayz, its been 4 nights in a row that i've been hanging out with my friends playing billiards, bowling..and eat! It's nice to have fun you know...esp. when you're with your closest friends that are fun and laid-back to hangout with. Anyhow...today 4-9-2006, I borrowed my parents car...when i was backing up out of the gate...i hit the RIGHT side mirror on the BRICKS.../GATE...and my dad saw the damage...and yelled at me...He was so mad...first time in years that he got mad at me like that. So yeah, i have to call my friend JUN to help me find somebody that could fix they side mirror...and so we found one...his friend jake (which i'd met him on SDA church) fixed the mirror...he put a poxy..it's like a sticky glue lolz..Me and mike (bf) is doing okay but he's been working overtime lately...i mean its been months now that we don't spend quality time together no more...I don't know what to do with him anymore...i'm getting tired of the situation. I understand that he have priorities to care of...but i'm not even part of his plans...It's all about his mom..mom...and just his MOM...Maybe i will just wait till the right time comes to end the relationship...that time would be when his mom comes and step dad from the philippines...I know he would not HAVE the TIME for me...Gosh..its kind a sucks that i have to waste years or the time i put up in this relationship...but if he doesn't have the time for me..what's the point of being in the relationship right? I'll be the one to Suffer and get HURt about everything anyways...so at least now i know where i stand with him ...Well i guess this is it..my brain is draining of thoughts right now...I'm so tired...got a bad HEADACHE...so i guess i should just end this up right now...and hopefully the next time i'll blogs i would have a lot of things to say...since i only visit this sites every 2-3mos...hehehe...I totally forgot about XANGA lolz..MY secrets are safe here...VERY safe...So yup...i'ma have to say goodnight now...LAter Xanga! Night night!!!
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| Well, school is over for me. Graduation night is next week...a new beginning of my life (per say). I'm moving on inspite of all the hardships and stress i'm going through. For now, i gotta do what i have to do first. My goals this year is to pass my NCLEX. I know GOd's always gonna be there with me and guide me...to pass the NLCEX. I'm also single and not loving it ...But i still have my spirits up that i'll be OKAY...Hmmm...wella, pipol...its soooo early in the morning and my brain is EMPTY...and i'm so sleepy...i'ma go ahead and sleep now...c you guys next blogz...BYEBYE | | |
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